a boy at a party tonight literally told me not to eat a slice of pizza because i wouldn’t want to put on any more weight
do you know who i am
now that I think about it,
I don’t even really like anyone anymore
Like that applies to everything
I don’t have a crush on anyone, I just think their cute or something like that
I have like zero friends
because a friend to me is someone who hangs with me and well
I hang by myself so
All my friends either left because they thought I wasn’t good enough, or God knows what why do I have to complicate myself for you
Like I’m sorry I just can’t do this anymore. I hate the people that act like they have no friends, that hide behind every relationship and boast about it.
Like I understand actual alone people. Because I’m pretty much one of them. I get all these comments for saying this when the people show up exactly when I don’t need them saying: “Your so popular! Be thankful! You have friends! Your just being depressed, stop being depressed.”
It literally infuriates me every time I hear these. Because I swear to you I talk to no one. I might talk to people at school, be what you consider social and put up that act, but I don’t think I have ever met someone who was truly in sync with me and willing to hang out with me often. I’m so ‘social’ and ‘popular’ because I have been constantly putting myself out there trying to find an actual friend, and obviously it’s not working after 2 freaking years.
because it’s Pi day